i started playing tt again this year. i am immediately reminded of the camaraderie of my tchs teammates, the intense training i went thru, and how one similar interest brought all of us together to fight for the same goal... even for a brief moment in time. how my life was changed by a sport, then by a bunch of friends, then by the separation from both.
memories. do they hold you back or do they move you forward?
how long haven't i been here. haha. nvm not like anyone's reading or expecting me to update xP. ahhhhhhhh
i wish i wish i wiiiiiiishh............... argh frustrating. i can only wish... hahaha sian. lalala.
我很想爱她
但是眼睛在说谎
我很想爱她
但是理智在挣扎
听说感情要慢慢累积
由不得让我放肆任性
怎么我循规蹈矩拼了命付出你没有回应
听说感情难免力不从心
亦步亦随却不见踪影
你给的眼神好比大热天里一道冷空气
我是真的真的真的很爱你
以为付出了一切就非得有意义
你给的难题我不曾逃避
谁叫我已爱你成性
总有一天可以用力紧紧抱住你
毕竟继续的呼吸也要有点目的
一身的伤痛委屈的痕迹
在你防备的眼睛里都是零
听说感情难免力不从心
亦步亦随却不见踪影
你给的眼神好比大热天里一道冷空气
我是真的真的真的很爱你
以为付出了一切就非得有意义
你给的难题我不曾逃避
谁叫我已爱你成性
总有一天可以用力紧紧抱住你
毕竟继续的呼吸也要有点目的
一身的伤痛委屈的痕迹
在你防备的眼睛里都是零
我是真的真的真的很爱你
以为付出了一切就非得有意义
一身的伤痛委屈的痕迹
在你防备的眼睛里都是零
"毕竟继续的呼吸也要有点目的" nice... didn't know f4 can sing until now lol. ok fine... only some of them can sing xP. but this song and liu xing yu is nice ;D
aiyah i tot jie want to come earlier... in like july or august... yuan lai want to come later-.- sian. nvm come can liao lah ;D more people come better ;D;D;D
听说感情要慢慢累积
由不得让我放肆任性
怎么我循规蹈矩拼了命付出你没有回应
听说感情难免力不从心
亦步亦随却不见踪影
你给的眼神好比大热天里一道冷空气
我是真的真的真的很爱你
以为付出了一切就非得有意义
你给的难题我不曾逃避
谁叫我已爱你成性
总有一天可以用力紧紧抱住你
毕竟继续的呼吸也要有点目的
一身的伤痛委屈的痕迹
在你防备的眼睛里都是零
听说感情难免力不从心
亦步亦随却不见踪影
你给的眼神好比大热天里一道冷空气
我是真的真的真的很爱你
以为付出了一切就非得有意义
你给的难题我不曾逃避
谁叫我已爱你成性
总有一天可以用力紧紧抱住你
毕竟继续的呼吸也要有点目的
一身的伤痛委屈的痕迹
在你防备的眼睛里都是零
我是真的真的真的很爱你
以为付出了一切就非得有意义
一身的伤痛委屈的痕迹
在你防备的眼睛里都是零
"毕竟继续的呼吸也要有点目的" nice... didn't know f4 can sing until now lol. ok fine... only some of them can sing xP. but this song and liu xing yu is nice ;D
aiyah i tot jie want to come earlier... in like july or august... yuan lai want to come later-.- sian. nvm come can liao lah ;D more people come better ;D;D;D
哎呀老虎不发威你拿我当holle kitty是不是?
小驴不说话你拿我当snoop啊?
天晴了雨停了你又觉得你行了
人间大道你说你怎么咋就不去走呢?
五员人民币就是说你这种没实力
拿着别人的作品硬说是自己的创意
别再欺骗自己那不是你的实力
也许你自己的无能使你这么没有自信
只会偷别人的抄袭那没有任何意义
你从小缺盖长大缺爱腰系麻绳头顶锅盖
还说你是中国说唱界的东方不败
你长的挺有创意活得挺有勇气
丑不是你的本意是上帝发的脾气
你活着浪费空气死了浪费土地
掘b的浪费人民币
如果没有你的存在怎么能衬托世界的美丽
如果没有你的存在怎么能衬托lm的美丽
你靠山山倒靠河河干看鸡鸡死看狗狗翻
还要杨起hip-hop的一片风帆
你还整个你的名字叫做旷云你不如叫做矿井
你妈叫做旷课你爸叫做矿工
你还起名叫做云上舞你不如叫过街老鼠
我写啥你抄啥你还真是有点土
你语言没有杀伤力拿着5个大硬币
看场三毛流浪记一天活得还挺满意
没事喝着小酒然后迈着犬步
梳着伤心的发型走在乡间的小路
还硬说你那个让人踢碎的嗓子唱歌像tm阿杜
(这小子那天在网吧上网然后给人发视平
人家网管告诉他防火墙不同发不了
他还一下跟人网管急了哪个是防火墙防火墙在哪呢
我要给它扒了我要看人
你这个老顿迷糊那个嘴笨的跟棉裤裆似的
还天天在那汪汪汪汪汪汪汪还这rap 那rap的)
还有一个三级模特自以为很挺独特
身上的避孕工具更不只一个两个
她需要让人养着不需要让人管着
她嫉妒心随着春季之们常开着
她打扮比鬼难看一打扮鬼都瘫痪
你说你该怎么办
你说身高是你的优势丰满是你的标志
为啥一说话就像是孩子弱了智
你说有钱人就是机智没钱人就是幼稚
那我的钱和你比你简直就是精致
你还在那跟我在这吹你奶奶个哨子
-她家那穷的
交通基本靠走通信基本靠吼
取暖基本靠抖治安基本靠狗
你说你还怎么说的出口
真是在大众面前献丑(献丑)
你头上插个鸡毛掸子没事包个狗皮毯子
近看像个铅笔杆子远看像个铁皮铲子
hey what s girl
真的有句话想对你说你想知道吗?
那我就告诉你你xx 狗xx
(你说你家穷那个样你说你拿个小灵通你站在风雨中
左手换右手你还右手打不通耗子去你家都含眼泪走的
这样你还说你男朋友长的帅有钱长的是有前
长的跟前列腺似的尿尿都分岔了赶紧给治治吧
还白呼啥呀)
还有人天天在那告诉我什么才是真正的嘻哈
问我听了他那个散尿的音乐到底哈不哈
什么刀枪棍棒斧岳钩叉烧饼油条包子麻花
我看你就像一个纯种荷兰傻瓜
yo $#$%……—*()——~#%$……%%…………—*
--说的啥啊
--我也不知道
听不惯的有意见的都闭上你的嘴
让我发现了那就是给你们一顿堆
hip-hop不是cool 它是一种态度
为啥你们总三翻五次的老犯错误
炫耀过度还是你根本没穿内裤
为啥总感觉你没走寻常路呢
上有天下有地中间有空气
歌里有了你们的参与那才算是有了完整意义
这回给你们点脸希望你们长点记性
别以为这样很不公平
其实是你们真的不行
大萝卜坐飞机你在那给冒充进口大苹果呢
老强调自己有智商这回真的让我给治伤了是不是?
写这点玩意给我累坏了两管笔都写没油了
--tommy哥在最后再整两句
整两句整啥呢拉倒吧就这么结素吧
老整两句多俗啊就这样挺好的行不行?
--那也行
gao xiao. hahaha. go download!
lallala shittttttttttttt i think i like someone. oooooooo no. again...?!
ok i know i haven't been blogging for a loong time. that's cause i update myspace now instead of blogger. well, i'm blogging now... sacrificing my precious sleeping time (and this time i really meant PRECIOUS SLEEPING TIME) to write this entry to console the heartbroken girls of hctt.
i duno how it feels like to be a national tt champion. cause i've never been one. individually, as a group, or as a school. i've never been one. i guess it doesn't really matter...
but i know how it feels to train for hours and hours a week, but eventually still lose. i know this better than anyone in tchstt. imagine training hard for singles all year for national finals. all the perspiration, all the commitment, all the strokes that i know so well of. all, all of these eventually into nothing when coach asks u to play doubles. and when u show rebellious behavior, u get slapped. imagine that. it's not about losing a game anymore. it's about not even getting to play.
maybe i've digressed. but losing isn't everything. neither is winning. have u asked urself why are you sad about the lost? just because you are supposed to be sad, so you're sad? no, you won't tell me that. you'll tell me because ur efforts have gone down the drain. in fact, every losing team in the final four will tell me that. WHO WOULDN'T??? which team in the final four did not work hard? you cannot blame RI for winning the champ for consecutive years because they just have players who have worked very hard since young. and there is their recognition. they deserve it. if we had won RI, it would be a miracle. it would be something to celebrate. we would think it is well-deserved because we had worked hard all years. but didn't they too worked hard.
i'm not trying to say that there is nothing to feel sad about. there is! the amt of hard work spent, it is worth ur tears. but 10 years down the road, will u remember this victory? of course you will. you will remember it as... a victory that u got after working so very hard... won't that be all that is to remember? to be able to sum up your years of hard work into just one sentence... doesn't that tell u something already? u can be denied of a championship but u cannot be denied of the memories u keep of the time u spent with the team, the friendships u foster throughout the years. memories, happy or sad, they all stay. 10 years down the road, when u look at ur trophy or medal... does it still matter if it is gold or silver? no, because the trophy itself is enough to bring back memories of tt. and really, isn't that all that matters?
sometimes u need to fail to achieve greater success. guowei has had his hopes high. u have disappointed him. but i don't believe he gives up so easily. with this failure, he will train next batch's hctt even harder and make sure that he and the next batch will enjoy a greater victory than would he or they have gotten it this year. well, this is hc without even stepping into hc. everyone has determination and spirit.
so girls, don't ponder too deeply into this loss. this is life. sometimes u win somtimes u don't. and hopefully u console the person "responsible" for this loss because it's no one's fault anyway. it would be best if the team sends her a card telling her not to worry and that everyone isn't angry with her and thus she need not apologise any longer. well, owuldn't this spur her to work even harder for next year (assuming she is in j1)?
u cannot always succeed, like u cannot always fail. there's always a meaning to a failure, and it is to achieve greater success. as i've said, this is life. success will eventually come. if it's not now, it's later.
i know the name makes you high but relax. i'm not here to share the video or to tell you the fantasies i've had of her. HAHA. jk. anyway i just knew the tammy thing. read some commentaries. there's one that's SUPER DUPER HILARIOUS. just thought i'd share with you guys. BUT WARNING: YOU WILL BE FACED WITH AN OBSCENE PIC... tammy's bf's dickk. and I'M SERIOUS. but i still encourage you to read this guy's comments. so damn funny. just ignore the dick picture lah, esp if you're a guy. for girls... I'VE WARNED YOU SO DON'T SLAP ME.
http://rockson.blogspot.com/2006/02/nyp-tammy-video.html
JUST TOO FUNNY HAHA.
it's like what's the use of trying to talk to you when you don't even reply. heh
i took kellen's sexy pink cap home by accident xP
why not take a pic with it hehehe
I LOVE PINK. haha jk.
jenny is afraid of me.
mich is ignoring me.
shine is tired... of me bugging him... xP
alright. thanks to all my friends who came to ktv yesterday. thanks mich and sisi for the cards. thanks yumi, james, mich, sisi for the ball. thanks peter for the other ball haha. thanks michael for the choc.. which i regretfully shared with the class haha. thanks tian for trying to come hahaha. thanks everyone who wished me happy birhday. thanks jie for wishing me a happy EIGHTEENTH birthday. that's how smart you get after doing so much math.... thanks dad for the surprise sms. thanks mum and bro for the cake which i haven't touch. thanks everyone for making this day possible. o last but not least, thanks kellen for the hot pinky cap hahaa. jkjk ;pp